.secrets.dun.make.frens.

2007-02-07T17:47:00.000+08:00

hi guys..

its been awhile since the last time i updated my blog.

im juz buzy with alil things..

so..yeah its already 2007..im 19 tis year and im like getting old guys..hahakz

i've gone thru challenges while im not ard..i've met with an accident twice and for now im off riding for the moment.trauma hit me hard everytime i recall.

we both are getting stronger day by day..hakz.

yeah..i love her lots..maybe its time for me to stick to one insya'allah..

im in love with this family u noe..hakz

i hope she loves mine too..

k lah ppl..i gtg.i'll update more later.

my legs are soo hurting me man..urgh~

2006-11-27T12:17:00.000+08:00

HER!

Ainninah..i miss you!!
hee shes my life!

its been awhile since i left my blog alone.. exams are juz ard the corner, projects becoming more challenging and pressure will always there.haha
i miss my darl soo much..muacks u pantat square!hahakz

skuls finishing in 2weeks time..gonna miss the ITE days seii..but for sure im going higher nitec next year..aint going NS soo soon..RAYADABEZ!!haha
TP too ard the corner..

2006-08-10T20:45:00.000+08:00

hi guys!!..wat bloody day i had today..haha

guess wat..i donated blood.

k lah..started off like this..i meet my classmates everytime in the canteen before going for our lessons..then tadi aku dtg lambat..so aku jumpe diorang kat canteen ah..abeh aku sampai nampak yan ngan yan bear ngah mkn..aku dah settle down sumer..yan tanyer aku "nak donate blood"..haha aku ingat dier giler ker aper..tak pasal2 ajak org donate blood.abeh yan bear pon tanyer "nk tak"..aku nyer orang plak evrytime set jer..aku ckp "okie go..aku anithing"..lepas diorang dah mkn kiter orng naik atas..my heart was beating like second heartbeat..haha the donation thing was held inside our big useless empty big hall..the kiter register, jumpe doctor and stuff..then gi check darah..everything ah..pastu baru dok kat atas krosi panjang tunggu turn..and that part my heart was beating like the fastest double paddle 94 hours..haha k bedek. then aku nyer turn.aku tros baring..gerek bole tido..then a nurse attended me..and did all the procedures..and then!! the needle thing..haha alah but not pain leii..[ader painkiller bole ah nak kerek]..after 10mins baru lah dier bukak bende nie sumer..and my whole arm was soo numb..not that really numb ah..but numb ah..the diorang kasi milo..pastu kiter org cabot..kluar jap smokang..then gi lesson..pastu dpt release siang..part tu best giler..

logging off!!

2006-08-08T15:58:00.000+08:00

.empty.fucking.bored.fireworks.

lost.disappointment.shit.superb.

.esplanade.

empTY afternoons..i am soo fucking bored!!argh~
shud i go out and ease myself?..sumore today got fireworks at esplanade seii..
today at skOol..hmph guess wat..
it was sOo like a kiddies fun fair..haha games were all in the skOol compound..first i participate in a street fighting competition thru PS2..i lost in the first round.hahakz
then we're given coupons..games coupons ah..then we all act like kiddies..go and play all kind of games..coz we get prize redemption coupons if we win..then we play as many games as we still can..coz we go for the milo chocs prize..
in the end..we redeem the coupons and get 5 pkts of milo chocs and 3 pkts of tissue papper..haha it was fun ah..then theres a band performance..but some were really a disappointment ah..overself performance..juz like shit ah.

anything else about today..hmph..i guess thats all ah...but overall for todays events was a superb one..we enjoyed ourself!!..

k lah gtg!!..see ya!

2006-08-06T03:43:00.000+08:00

.cute.cuzin.is.adorable.got.laughing.smiling.

weekends!..
been to joHor where i supposed to be at home watching junks..haha

let me show u guys wats my weekend all about..
came across this cute little ball..
..cOnFuSeD..

this was wat im trying to tell..

..wat a cute small cuzin of mine..

he is soo adorable u ppl!!..

..though he got no hard white gate inside..

..dat doesnt stop hIM from lAughiNg and smiling..shameless kid!!

2006-08-03T23:25:00.000+08:00

..schools' projects, on wierd inventions,
gotta be all out this time yo
final term exam concerns mea whole thing!!..

mum is sick.[get well soon beloved mum!]
baby..im yearning you!..

what shud i get for my self?..

electric guitars[sammick]
electric drum
PlayStationPortable

.."god..help ur humble slave in difficulties
aite!..pleeez"..

logging off!

2006-08-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

"......."
a day full of studies..
for me its my first time..
and im used to it "abez"..

.."supercalerfragerlisticespeeledocious"..

...hmph, maybe u guys can practice on this...

you are the thought that starts each morning,..
the conclusion to each day..
you are in all that i do,..
and everything i say.

2006-07-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

frust!!..
wondering..why am i always in a bad day with my mum..
fucking attitude man!!..
there will be anything everything that i do everyday is not right!..
argh!!..im all stressed up man!!..
i did well for my studies and yet they dun give me the trust..
fuck!
k ah..its fine with me..attitude?..go ahead!!..i care!!no..i dun give a fucking care!!
today my day really pissed me off..promise to be there by 6..they come at 7..shop auntie shouted and yelled without reason..i almost fail my practical lessons..
maybe one day i'll ask myself what is the middle finger doing in my hand..
i'll use it one day to show people how pissed off i am..hahaha
im not mean guys..
k ah logging off!!!...

2006-07-30T00:36:00.000+08:00

OOH GOSH...mum!! im not a small kiddo OKAY!!
i noe im the only son and the guy in the family..but argh!..
can i juz be treated like other teenagers..
im the kind that loves to hangout and loves to adventure..
safety?..talking about safety huh?..i noe how to take care of myself mum..
if its my fate to go early i'll go..
but c'mon..
i hate to be treated like kiddos mum!!i hate it!!understood!!

2006-07-21T12:48:00.000+08:00

..hi people..

..today i sound and feel much more better that the previous day..

..coz i finally noe that love, if u believe in it it will come..

..so ninnah, i will wait and if we are meant to be together we will..

..i'll prove to your dad im not the worthless kind of guy..

..this weekends is a whole world to me..

..coz my family will be going KL and im ALL ALONE!!..

..thats more like it to be home actually..

..but its alil bit scary to be alone at home ryte..

..haha, but hu cares!!..

..k ah dudes..

..im off now..

....................,

..bubbye..

2006-07-20T11:03:00.000+08:00

..hi guys..

..sorry if my tone doesnt sound good..

..im not in the mood actually..

..i've been having a pathetic life..

..argh!!..

..how i wish i could make that someone who really make me suffer understands me..

..but the question is..

..why must i face the same hurt everwhen im in love..

..dont you guys think its wierd..

..okay fine..

..maybe you people out there say its a common thing in life..

..but why cant i have a long lasting relationship..

..folks!! why cant you parents understands your children..

..we're trying our best putting efforts so that our relationship can last long..

..and there you parents easily come and BREAK IT OFF!!..

..im sick of this shit guys..

.................,

..alright guys im off now..

..see you guys somewhere in town this weekend..

2006-07-19T00:44:00.000+08:00

..its been days since we last met..

..im yearning u my dear ninnah..

..why cant we be forever..

..why cant they leave us alone and be happy..

..ur smile still playing ard in my heart and mind dear..

..for heaven sake and i swear that i cant afford to loose you..

..i can be as pathetic as u can imagine when it comes to love..

..i love you to the core ninnah..

..only god knows the feeling and suffering im facing here..

..i juz cant afford to live for the next cuming day without u..

..hope ur folks will get my msg thru my prayer for you..

..i swear, im deeply in love with you ninnah..

..see you around syg!!..

2006-07-18T02:36:00.000+08:00

To the girl I love most... - AINNINAH -
Baby...there is something that I want you to have. I want you to have this piece of mine. Im not

quite sure whether this is a poetry or some kind of junk to you...but the important thing for you

to know is that, this piece of mine really come from the bottom part of my heart SAYANG...and forgive me if there is such words that could make you feel sad...hope you will like it.
Not long ago since the day that we met, my heart inside was whispering to me...but I just couldnt get what it means. It said it had something to do with love but Im lost at first. After a while longer I am still a lost loner. The questions remained unanswered and left me, alone, in a curious state. There must be some kind of a reason I supposed, or maybe, the question itself was just an illusion to me.
You appeared in my heart one fine day. I was stunned at first, but now Im okay. I just couldnt possibly believed it was really you, who had the answer without saying
I LOVE YOU.
Pardon my presence in your life, to actually take you as my loyal one. Sincerity from the bottom of my heart, neither do I want to flirt you nor just have fun with you. The rhythm that you played in me was so melodious, so well enough. While we spend our time together, you pulsated my heart with your voice, your kisses...the twinkling eyes of yours and the warmth hugs you respond towards me.
How that I hope, I beg...I would like...
NOT to leave you and NOT to be left alone. God...bless us with your love and care, to have us in your love list couple, to live happilly till eternity.........
:( forgive me for Im not as perfect as the guy u dream for...but I will try my very best to be the nicest and faithful guy towards you. As u know my love towards you gained a lot day by day...Ill pray for our relationship to last forever k SAYANG...